A New Year, A New Life.

So I've decided that I need a change. I need a spiritual, physical, and emotional cleanse. I want a lot of things in my life and one of them is to be successful. So from now on this blog is going to be about that. My life and how I'm going to change it.

I've been watching a lot of documentaries, one of them my sister recommended, is called "Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead" it's inspiring. It's about two men and their journey's with a 60 juice cleanse. I think maybe I'll try it.

I want a lot of things: a clearer mind, a smaller dress size, more career options, more energy, and a better self awareness. So I'm going to document it. It feels like a such a big decision and I'm nervous that old habits will creep in. I always do this, get so excited about sometime go completely for it and then let one obstacle topple of the work that I had done. I'm not going to let myself to it this time. I just need to figure out how to do it cheaply and how to keep my proteins up with the amount of dancing I'll be doing this next semester. That's another thing, if my mind is clearer my body my actually listen to me. I want to be stronger. I want my will to be stronger. I want to be able to say 'no' and stick to that decision. I want a lot of things and this may be just the thing I need to shake up my life.

Auditions, Auditions, and MORE Audtions.

So yesterday I auditioned for the spring musical "Wizard of Oz", boy was I NOT prepared! I learned my song but I guess I didn't do it well enough. So I go and I don't have a resume or a headshot and I can't do anything technical, geez if I get cast it'll be a miracle!! I went and he said "So your Alisha Fabbi. Well I've heard great things about you." Totally freaked me out! Well I go in to sing my song and the piano is playing so loud that in the beginning you couldn't here me but I sounded pretty awesome at the end if I do say so myself! Of course I tried to avoid the deer in the headlights stare while singing while I was practicing and what did I do, I looked like a deer in the headlights. Then he asked if I could dance, I should have lied but I told the truth and said no. I should have said that I can move well or something like that but no, I didn't. So then as I was walking out I said "An Ozzian (or ensemble)role is perfectly fine with me!", BIG MISTAKE! Like I said if I get cast it'll be a miracle. So Today I'm auditioning for The Seagull and hopefully that will go much better. Wish me luck!!!

Web 2.0 - What does It Really Mean?

Video we watched in class about web 2.0, and how internet users are going to have rethink how they use it in the future.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NLlGopyXT_g

The video was an interesting one and it made me think a little bit more about who really is in charge of peoples information.

Sorry I haven't Blogged.

So it's been awhile since I wrote last and lots of exciting things have happened. Last Saturday we had the first read through, and it was AMAZING! The show is going to be so great! I wish everyone whom I love could come and see it. It's going to be very..um.. New in the way it goes along with things. I hope we get nominated to go to ACTF, that would be such an amazing experience.
Also on Saturday, Morgan, her roommate Laura, and her friend Tony and I went on a cave adventure! I've never really been outdoorsy but this was really an adventure! We crawled around on our hands and knees and hunched over all through the caverns. I've never had to squeeze my body into tighter corners so much in my entire life! I am very sore and covered in bruises but for some reason I feel very accomplished!!
One of the great pleasures of living in Utah is all the wonderful bugs that go along with it! Sunday night I found a BLACK WIDOW in my room. In my dirty laundry to be more specific! It was so scary! At first I didn't know it was a black widow, it wasn't until after I killed it and turned it over and saw the bright red spot that I knew it was a deadly nasty bug! The thing is I don't know how it got into my room and that freaks me out more than anything!
Dawn-Marie has been letting me come over and we played rayman (the most wonderful game in the world!) and watch Clarissa Explains it all. I LOVE THAT SHOW! It reminds me of growing up and being so excited to watch Nickelodeon and Disney, and all the sows I used to watch. Clarissa was a pretty good role model, she was an individual and wasn't afraid to be herself. She wore the CRAZIEST clothes in the world!
I need a job, I'm looking but so many things have already been taken. They are having ANOTHER career fair in October, but I hope to have a job by then even if it's working at...gag me McDonalds!
Much Love and kisses!!
Alisha

I DID IT!!!!!!

I did it! I did it! I got a part!!! My name was on that list!!!
Ok so, I had been nervous all weekend, just thinking about it just me all nervous again, anyway I had to suffer through all three of my classes PLUS institute without knowing if I made it. So Morgan and I drove over by South Hall and parked and ran across the street to check. And I was so nervous and I had to pee SO BAD but I was just more nervous my name wasn't going to be on there so we walk over and this guy is just standing there like he's shocked and I go to check for my name and it is #2 on the list in alphabetical order! I screamed and I jumped up and down! The guy asked if I got a part, (ha ha right?) and I said YES! and he did too, he was Merrick the main character(no wonder he looked shocked)! We high fived and then I had to run up stairs to grab my script and Shelly the secretary asked if that was me screaming and I said yes, I was just so excited and she laughed like I was a freshman and this was my first part and technically it was, for SUU anyway. So I am....drum roll please.. A pinhead, The Duchess, and Miss Sandwich!!!! YES YES YES YES and YES!!!! OMIGOSH! This was only my second audition! I think SUU agrees with me totally! Anyway me and Morgan celebrated by eating Chinese food. She's so amazing and supportive! I can't wait to celebrate her first part in a play. everyone COME SEE THE PLAY! We're going to be showing it on Halloween so come see me be a sideshow freak, a duchess, and a mean lady! Much, much, much, much love and kisses!

Waiting....Waiting....Waiting...

FOR THE CAST LIST!!!!!!
The Audition was so AMAZING! I love the direction the the play is going in. I want to be a part of this play so bad I'll wear a monkey costume if I have too! I took a shower today before class and I smell good if I do say so myself! I couldn't sleep at all last night, I think I fell asleep around 1 or 2. Geez I'm so EXCITED!!! I want a part! I did the best I could so I'm not disapointed at all.
That and the BFA people I was so scared of? Ya.....I'm just as good not need to feel scared of them. They are at the same level as me, and THAT is a huge relief..Well Gots to go I'll let you know when I find out the cast list!

Elephant Man Auditions

So Yesterday I auditioned for Elephant man, and today I got CALLED BACK!!!!!! This is my second Call Back within a week! I can't believe I did it! The audition was so much fun, and I just am AMAZED that he picked me. Anyway that's the News of the moment, much love!!!!