I've been watching a lot of documentaries, one of them my sister recommended, is called "Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead" it's inspiring. It's about two men and their journey's with a 60 juice cleanse. I think maybe I'll try it.
I want a lot of things: a clearer mind, a smaller dress size, more career options, more energy, and a better self awareness. So I'm going to document it. It feels like a such a big decision and I'm nervous that old habits will creep in. I always do this, get so excited about sometime go completely for it and then let one obstacle topple of the work that I had done. I'm not going to let myself to it this time. I just need to figure out how to do it cheaply and how to keep my proteins up with the amount of dancing I'll be doing this next semester. That's another thing, if my mind is clearer my body my actually listen to me. I want to be stronger. I want my will to be stronger. I want to be able to say 'no' and stick to that decision. I want a lot of things and this may be just the thing I need to shake up my life.
